I saw my face in the blackbird's eye,
Felt fear in his heart.
I touched his feathers, felt their softness,
Saw them shimmer, black and dark.
The circle of orange around his eye,
The sharpness of his beak.
As he lay ruffled in my scarf
I felt I could not speak.
He tried to fly away from me,
Though he could barely move.
He simply fluttered to the ground,
The concrete hard and smooth.
He died in my scarf, the blackbird
And I did not realise
Until I pulled the scarf aside;
I was no longer in his eyes.
I placed the blackbird in the earth
As misty rain blew in,
And covered him with moss and twigs
Bar one black crooked wing.
With wickedness for comfort she walks alone through the cities streets. She has a heightened awareness of everything around her and yet she thinks of nothing. Her mind feels lucid; it could move anywhere. No longer contained by her skull it can permeate every fragment of her surroundings.
She feels His presence; The Devil is walking by her side. Stretching out her arm and taking His hand in hers she interlocks their fingers.
She looks down to her hands and with loving attentiveness absorbs the beauty of the dark crimson glistening. She raises her hands to her face and inhales. The sent of blood rushes down her throat and floods her lungs se
Nestled deep inside of me,
an injured falcon sleeps.
Its wings all mangled, torn, and broken
as it dreams of azure skies.
Memories of soaring high
amongst the clouds that slowly skate
above a landscape lush and green,
and mountain peaks that touch the face of heaven.
So easily it caught the winds
that now caress the stricken bird
like mocking fingers brushing 'gainst
this creature's shattered frame.
The grounded beast awaits the day
when wounds that torment disappear,
allowing freedom once again
to claim those lovely heights.
Drown my sorrows,
in draughts of self loathing,
I drink yet again
from that blackened chalice.
What things shall appear
to poke me with their sharpened tongues,
and gloat as I lose my footing again?
Oh, sanity, where art thou?
Conventional rhyming couplets,
so far beyond my literary reach,
they quite fail to justify
my vile existence.
Listen closely as I unveil
a poisoned soul that festers
like an open sore on rotting flesh.
Spinning, spinning, spinning
like a moth caught in a spider's web.
Look well upon it,
this, my testimonial,
I raise my cup in salute
to the demons that infest reality.
What happens to a man
who gazes
Current Residence: Devon Favourite genre of music: I like pretty much anything...except pop Operating System: Mac Shell of choice: Conch Skin of choice: stretchy Favourite cartoon character: Stewie from Family Guy Personal Quote: what?
Favourite Movies
Withnail and I
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Boards of Canada, The Flashbulb
Favourite Writers
Roald Dahl
Favourite Games
mah jong
Favourite Gaming Platform
A table
Tools of the Trade
Pen on laptop
Other Interests
Shiny things, bubbles, writing, theatre (in varying orders)